Why are boys so shallow?

Hello my name is Mindi, I am an amazing girl. I am funny, smart, and very pretty. I know I am over weight, and I am comfortable with it. No it's not where I would like to be. No I wouldn't mind having a flat tummy and being a size 6 but you know what? I am happy with myself and who I am. I just don't understand why guys can't seem to understand and see what I see. I ask some of my guy friends what is wrong with me. They all seem to reply, be more flirtatous. If any of you know me and know who I am, you will know that I am very flirtatious. I am very outgoing and will get any job done, I'm not afraid to be who I am and I'm not afraid to go out of my way for people. I am a very fun lovable person who has an amazing testimony of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints and am willing to share what I know with those I love and those that I don't know. I love everyone, and if I don't seem to love someone right away I will find something that I can love about them. I am a very happy bubblely person and people love to be around. I know that sounds conceited, but I think that it is a good self-esteem. I know who I am and I'm not afraid to be me. The one thing that has been on my mind the last couple of days is that no matter how hard I flirt and no matter how nice I am and how many times I talk or hang out with guys I can't get them to ask me on a date. I have plenty of guy friends, why don't any of them ask me on a date? Because they are all shallow!! I don't want to sound mean when I say this but it is true. What have I done to make it so that guys don't want to go out with me? I know this sounds like a pity party. But I don't eat that much a day and I'm not gaining weight but I'm constant with my weight. I was with a friend tonight and within an hour she had gotten 4 phone calls from 4 different guys to go on 4 different dates. She is very pretty and is awesome. I just don't understand, Like most spouses say to one another, "I will always love you, But I don't have to like you." I almost feel this way towards God at this moment. I just want to know where I'm going what I'm doing where I'm going to end up and what I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life. But I know that he is looking over me and knows what is best for me. I know that he has foreordained someone for me so that I may be able to join the celestial kingdom with my family forever and ever into the eternities! I AM A DAUGHTER OF GOD and there is nothing or no one that could tell me otherwise!!

BYU-I

Well I am enjoying it here in in Idaho. I realized that I really hate homework...I also have found that I am super poor! Well I wasn't, then I quit my job and decided to go back to school. I really do love school and the learning aspect. But I hate the homework and the fact that I had to leave my friends and family....I miss them....But I am having a lot of fun and I'm really enjoying myself....I will write more later!!!!

How selfish of me

The Lord has a plan for me. He knows where I need to go and what I need in my life to make me happy. He knows me better then I know me, So why was I questioning his judgement? He knows better then me I just need to trust in My Lord and My God. I came across a scripture yesterday and it was, 2 Nephi 22:2 - "Behold, God is my salvation; I will Trust, and not be afraid; for the Lord JEHOVAH is My strength and My song; He also has become my salvation"

Our end goal is to end up living with our Heavenly Father once again, So why should I question him when all he wants is to bring me home. I want to go home to Him one day and I will make it there. Me and my future family, We will all be there smiling into the face of the Lord as we return to live with him for eternity.

I will follow My Lord to the ends of the earth if that is what it takes for me to get back to his loving arms. He has a plan for me and I am willing to listen to what he wants from me.

BYU-H

Well I also got accepted into BYU-H....I have since been trying to get on to their website to accept while I try to figure out between Idaho and Hawaii....But strange cowincidence Hawaii's website isn't working but Idaho's is working just fine....I think I got my answer...but why is it hurting that I applied, I got accepted (which I hear is so hard to do), and yet I'm not allowed to go....I don't like not knowing why....I'm sure I will figure it out one day but....until then why...Why?! I just wish I understood....ugh...It has made me very frustrated at why I was accepted but yet I'm not suppose to go....(There is more than just the website not working that has made my decision for me) But it just frustrates me....I need to go serve someone....Get my mind off of it....