How selfish of me

The Lord has a plan for me. He knows where I need to go and what I need in my life to make me happy. He knows me better then I know me, So why was I questioning his judgement? He knows better then me I just need to trust in My Lord and My God. I came across a scripture yesterday and it was, 2 Nephi 22:2 - "Behold, God is my salvation; I will Trust, and not be afraid; for the Lord JEHOVAH is My strength and My song; He also has become my salvation"

Our end goal is to end up living with our Heavenly Father once again, So why should I question him when all he wants is to bring me home. I want to go home to Him one day and I will make it there. Me and my future family, We will all be there smiling into the face of the Lord as we return to live with him for eternity.

I will follow My Lord to the ends of the earth if that is what it takes for me to get back to his loving arms. He has a plan for me and I am willing to listen to what he wants from me.

BYU-H

Well I also got accepted into BYU-H....I have since been trying to get on to their website to accept while I try to figure out between Idaho and Hawaii....But strange cowincidence Hawaii's website isn't working but Idaho's is working just fine....I think I got my answer...but why is it hurting that I applied, I got accepted (which I hear is so hard to do), and yet I'm not allowed to go....I don't like not knowing why....I'm sure I will figure it out one day but....until then why...Why?! I just wish I understood....ugh...It has made me very frustrated at why I was accepted but yet I'm not suppose to go....(There is more than just the website not working that has made my decision for me) But it just frustrates me....I need to go serve someone....Get my mind off of it....