Hello my name is Mindi, I am an amazing girl. I am funny, smart, and very pretty. I know I am over weight, and I am comfortable with it. No it's not where I would like to be. No I wouldn't mind having a flat tummy and being a size 6 but you know what? I am happy with myself and who I am. I just don't understand why guys can't seem to understand and see what I see. I ask some of my guy friends what is wrong with me. They all seem to reply, be more flirtatous. If any of you know me and know who I am, you will know that I am very flirtatious. I am very outgoing and will get any job done, I'm not afraid to be who I am and I'm not afraid to go out of my way for people. I am a very fun lovable person who has an amazing testimony of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints and am willing to share what I know with those I love and those that I don't know. I love everyone, and if I don't seem to love someone right away I will find something that I can love about them. I am a very happy bubblely person and people love to be around. I know that sounds conceited, but I think that it is a good self-esteem. I know who I am and I'm not afraid to be me. The one thing that has been on my mind the last couple of days is that no matter how hard I flirt and no matter how nice I am and how many times I talk or hang out with guys I can't get them to ask me on a date. I have plenty of guy friends, why don't any of them ask me on a date? Because they are all shallow!! I don't want to sound mean when I say this but it is true. What have I done to make it so that guys don't want to go out with me? I know this sounds like a pity party. But I don't eat that much a day and I'm not gaining weight but I'm constant with my weight. I was with a friend tonight and within an hour she had gotten 4 phone calls from 4 different guys to go on 4 different dates. She is very pretty and is awesome. I just don't understand, Like most spouses say to one another, "I will always love you, But I don't have to like you." I almost feel this way towards God at this moment. I just want to know where I'm going what I'm doing where I'm going to end up and what I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life. But I know that he is looking over me and knows what is best for me. I know that he has foreordained someone for me so that I may be able to join the celestial kingdom with my family forever and ever into the eternities! I AM A DAUGHTER OF GOD and there is nothing or no one that could tell me otherwise!!
