I love you daddy

Let me tell you I love you,

You mean the world to me,

Your helping hand,

the words once said,

still in my head since three.

I love you daddy,

don't leave me now

I need you now with me

To hold my hand and lead the way

So I'll know what to say.

I love you dad

Your with me now,

To guide and show the way,

To teach me right from wrong you see,

And love me day by day.

I love you dad

And now I know

what to do and say

because you taught me right from wrong

I'll walk the chosen way.

Seminary Graduation

I just got home from seminary graduation. 4 years of attending seminary every other day. It was a long while, but I did it! No body made me go, I chose to do it on my own. My grandma and dad and mom came. And also some of my friends that graduated with me! I am very glad I had this oppertunity to graduate seminary with all 4 years completed. And now soon I will be graduating from high school, Wednesdays the day!

Stress!

I have to pay for school...I have to pay to eat on vacation...I want to have fun...I need to find a job, but don't want too...Please help me, My parents want me to do all this stuff but when I ask for help I usually dont get the help I need. They tell me to grow up and that I should be able to figure things out for myself. I'm still a little girl who didn't give a care about the world until this year and is now trying to play catch up! I wish I knew what I was doing...but truth be told, I don't have a clue. I don't know anything about bills or expenses, or government stuff, ask my friend Mady what I thought a fashist was...I feel I know nothing in this world of utter chaos. what is wrong?

Weeding...

Today I went over to my dearest friends Jenn Stringer and helped her weed her flower beds. After 3 hours of hard labor her yard was looking nice and so was my wallet! :D But I really enjoyed the time we spent together all the stories that were shared and the good times that was spent! :D I love you Jenn!!!! :D hehe

Now I know

Today I was walking up the stairs and I looked at some guys walking in the hallway below me and then next thing I new I was on my knees witha throbbing pain of hurt! I had fallen, tears came to my eyes as I was thinking of the pain. when I looked up and saw laughter, the tears were no longer for the pain. I started to laugh to hid the pain and ran up the stairs quickly to get away from the mocking faces. True it must have been funny and I probally would have laughed as well, but now I know.

Actions speak louder than words

Go do this, don't do that, why don't you listen to me?! Why is this house never clean? Why are you guys so lazy? You don't know how to work. You'll never get anywhere.

Well mom and dad let me show you what I see...

I go to school and then do my homework, except sometimes I can't get my homework done until late because I have spent my afternoon helping you or at school. I feel I always clean, clean more than you, I come home and it is do this do that why are you sitting on your butt's doing nothing? I'm really not that lazy, you just see me when I'm tired and not wanting to do anything else but watch t.v., And what have you done today? you got laundry done? Good. what else did you do? Played with Amber? that is good, what have you done dad? You went to work? come home ate and now your watching t.v.? You had a hard day at work, well I had a hard day at school, does that mean I get to sit and watch t.v.? no I have to do dishes...alright. Mindi get me this, but I'm working on something, just get it for me...ok (walk walk walk) oh hey look at that, Skyler and Mom are sitting right next to you watching t.v. And you couldn't of had one of them get up and get you your drink?

I guess what I'm saying is I don't do to much, but look around me...I don't see anyone else doing anything.

What a life

6 Days until I graduate, trying to figure out who gets tickets and who doesn't. I have one more, but the one person who I want to give it to won't answer her dang phone!!!! :/

hmmm.....Tonight we as a family are going to be watching Harry Potter. I love Harry Potter one of the best movies ever! Haven't read any of the books but I LOVE the movies! :D

One of my favorite people is my little sister Amber. She always brightens my day when I am sad and she is there to help me have fun through the day. One time I was crying because I was scared and she told me not to be scared because the light was on. Which it was, both physically and spiritually. Christ was there with me and I could feel it.

Last night I had a dream that I got married! Exciting every girls dreams! :D But when I looked at my new husband he had the face of my bishop...AKWARD! hehe

Yesterday was a fun day! :D I weeded my backyard for the first time this year and then at 2 the laruals of our class had a going away party for all those who are moving and who might leave us. then after our little get together me and Catherine went to pick up my friend Kristin from the TRAX station closest to us and we went to Old Navy because they had there flip flops for only a $1. well we got there at they were gone figures it was 5:00 at night! So then we dropped Kristin off at TRAX because she needed to get home and me and Catherine went to the mall. And her mother Vikki texted Catherine that she needed to come home. So we packed up from the mall and left. Then as we were driving we figured out that Catherine really didn't need to go home and something was just misiterpreted. so we wen to wal*mart where I for 2 cute flip flops ($2/ea.) and a way adorable shirt ($1) I was pretty proud of myself. After we left wal*mart we ventured on to our ward party to sign a song and eat some food! :D There we ran into Michelle (Catherines sister) and Carmen and her familia! Where I got to eat some yummy enchaladas! :D and learned to say and spell, "Hola, mi nombre es, Mindi!" Which means Hello my name is Mindi or you could say "Hola, lloma Mindi" I call myself Mindi! :D then Me, Catherine, Krysteen (mi sister), and Andres ventured back to wal*mart where we bought a way cute jacket for Krysteen. Then off to mi casa where we played games. Where Carmen, Migeul and Nielly would soon come to join! :D It was a great night filled of fun and splendor! :D

What a life!!! :D

Cosmetology fun

This is one of my many hair-do's that I always manage to to...

Homework....

Don't you just love those 3 pages essays that are on a topic that you think you know nothing about....

Curbed2 (Squared)

Tonight was young womens. I really just did not want to go, I have a 3 page paper due tomorrow that I still need to type and make perfect and I just was n0t in the mood to go. But I went to drop off my sister and decided to stay for opening exercises, because there would be treats!!! :D YUM! And I am so glad that I decided to stay. I had such a blast! I am really grateful for all the friends I have and everyone that I know! I feel so blessed to be able to go somewhere each week and feel like I have friends that I can laugh and have fun without worrying what they are thinking about me. I love them dearly!!! :D