Hmmm....

I got offered a job in California. I want to take it. My parents want me to stay and finish school.

Staying in Utah:

Pros: Family, insurance, comfort, friends, school,

Cons: Not growing up and taking responsibility, not experiencing life, Not a "big" push for finding a job,

California:

Pros: I would have a job, a place to stay (my own room, bathroom, and car) Save money for school, live with friends I know

Cons: Won't start school back up, lose a friend to a boss, Won't get my degree

I won't have money there for school....and I won't have money for school out here....what is holding me back?! I will still want to return to school...but will I?

I just don't know what to do....

Tonight

Well tonight I went babysitting for Jenn....I started at 6:30 and they got home about 9:30 so I could go babysitting for my 2nd cousin or something like that!!! Well Andrew was very tired and threw a tantrum....ugh lets just say it was a nightmare! Then off to my 2nd cousins....Her name is Heather. And I had to go all the way to 3300 S. and 200E. I didn't know it was that far and at 10 at night it is pretty scary. And they told me I could get on the computer...but I got ontoo facebook and guess who started talking to me....?! Ya that girl who is trying to ruin my life! First thing she says...Chase got home yesterday...wtf...I haven't talked to this girl in years....ugh anyway there are some other frustrating things that I'm not going to post....Hope the night gets better!

I love my life!

So I really didn't think any one was reading this...but I just found out that two people read my blog!!! My Uncle Leland and my neighbor Tanya! Bless her soul, She is going to talk to her boss about hiring me on! woot!



And life is just great!



I went to youth conference and we went to camp williams which is scary boot camp sargent guys yelling at you. I then repelled off a tower thing, against a wall, and free fall. It was so scary I was almost screaming the whole way down! Then the next night we went and slept in Willow park and were up til one in the morning and up at six! And my team and I were watching Cloudy with a chance of meatballs on the way there and back and it was really cute. We all had an inside joke, I would say "Steve", then Mckay dobbins would say "Yellow", then nicole sorenson would say "Gummy bears". It was a total blast!



Then on Sunday was fathers day and we gave my dad his presents which were, a new I-pod thingy and a flag case for my grandpa's funeral flag. We are going to put his war medals in it as well. I think he got 4 medals. I know one is the bronze star, but no body know's why he got it. He never really talked about the war. I mean NEVER, to the point I forgot he had served! But after that we went to my grandma's house where we had a BBQ!!! :D It was delicious! yummy! Everyone was there! I had a great time, listening to the stories, I never really talk much at family parties anymore...I don't know why. But all in all it was a WONDERFUL day!



Then today on Monday, Krysteen and I had a cow racing-pool party! It started at 10a.m. and went pretty much all day! I had a blast even though it was Krysteen's friends who showed up. there was Mckay sharp, William Lickiss, Arenn , Joel , Payden hoover, Jase Hoover, Benny , Becky , Skyler (my brother), Amber (Sister). It was great fun!



Then I went to class. Yes it was waxing day! I have been waiting for this day for so long! Because I haven't been able to shave. But Shelby Burton waxed my legs, and oh man...I thought I felt a few tears leave my eyes. I'm still a little sore, but that should be gone soon! Then I got a facial and she put the cleanser on and my cheeks started burning! So I told her, and so she put a different cleanser on and it still burned. But I didn't tell her because I felt bad. So she finally got that one off and put exfoilient on...Holy cow! If ever there was a time I wanted to scream...so I told her and she took it off. Then she started the massage, and I don't remember the rest...because...I fell asleep! :D



But this has been my wonderful life!!! :D



"No regrets, just have fun," - Daddy (Kirk Roger Olson)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Today in class we decided to have a birthday party! because being at night we all get a little tired and needed a little pick me up. So we partied! Everyone brought food, and bubbles, and party hats. And when someone would ask who's birthday it was we would simply say...it's someone's birthday out there. It was so much fun I took like...two pictures! I will post them eventually! but we had our birthday party and then I got a facial because that is what we are learning and then after that we basically sat and talked about booth rent and brazillian waxing and waxing in general! It really was a great night, I wish it didn't have to end. But once class was over Shelby and I went to Jordan landing where we went to visit her boyfriend Chad Aderson! They are so cute together! Chad and I are best friends that have a secret hand shake! YAY!!! it is so cool! Shelby and I decided that he is a vampire because he walks super fast just like Edward Cullen! haha So we just simply decided he was a vampire! hehe Good-night!

E-Mail

So today I got an e-mail from the missionary i'm writting...granted I e-mailed him first...only because I have gotten a letter in 2 months...I know that kind of sounds obsessive but...I use to get a letter 2 weeks after ever letter I sent. So this is dramatic! A couple months I found out this girl was writting him as well. Which I don't mind people writting him...but I swear this girl's goal in life is to destroy mine...She is mean and cruel and will go out of her way to hurt me. Well once she found out that I was writting him...guess who started writting him...that's right she did!!!! So I want to say it is her fault that she turned him against me...somehow. But those letter's made me feel special. Like someone out there in the world wanted me. Like there was a small glimpse of hope shinning for me. I don't want to say it but I would think about the future with him in it...how it would be. What would happen, how would our kids turn out, would we eventually end in a divorce, or would we live happily ever after like a fairy tale? These questions almost made it feel real. Like one day it would happen. But truth is, it probally won't once he gets home I won't see him. He gets home on June 25, 2010 about noon. That is what he said in his e-mail. I want to see him....but does he want to see me?!

Bordom

I thought night school would be great! :D Go to school at night sleep in and all that jazz. But actually I get really bored throughout the day. I haven't hung out with friends except catherine Lickiss and Shelby Burton! I'm in my second week of summer...this isn't normal! :/ ugh!!! AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Waxing...

Well for esthetics's Shelby and I have to be waxed because our teacher said...It will happen next week but until then...We have been growing our hair out and so it is very long and VERY disgusting! haha But we will be waxing next week. where we will have an option of a Brazilian wax...For those of you who don't know...it's your cha-cha. Well Shelby and I were disgusting it and we are both terrified out of our shorts!!! haha oh dear. But we now everything will go well and are still indecisive about the Brazilian! haha oh my oh my...

Babysitting!

So on Friday I went to babysit for the Stringers as usual! And as I was cooking dinner Andrew (5) Asked me, "Mindi, are you married?"

"Nope."

"...(thinking) Well I have a mission for you,...Find someone you love...And marry them!"

haha "Ok I will eventually"

It was so cute! :D I love the kids I babysitt, They always make me smile!!! :D

college

I started college yesterday and now have a but load of homework that I get to play catch up on because Shelby Burton and I started about 4 weeks late because we just ended high school on Wednesday June 2, 2010. It was cool. I didn't exactly know what to think. I don't exactly feel graduated yet. But yet I feel the pressure of responsibility. To pay the bills, to get a job, and to get things done on time. I don't have that many bills. I am lucky that my parents decided to spoil me. But now that it is here growing up is coming and it is coming fast. I have to pay my own gas and They will make me pay insurance. All without a job, but I will be looking for one. I need to look for one. Although I really don't want to, I want to stay a little kid with no responsibilities but I guess with that attitude I won't get anywhere so I will buck up and start today. Find that job and do what needs to get done!

San Fran

(Left):Nadine and I were riding a double decker bus...it got windy...

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(Up): A trolley that we saw.

(Left): Some of the most beautiful house we saw!!!

(Up): There were murals EVERYWHERE!!! :D

(Left): I got really piccture happy...this is us in the airport going to get our tickets! :D

I went to San francisco! :D It was so beautiful, and the origanality and the place to go and all the people! I saw dancers and protester and homeless people which made me realize how lucky I was to have a roof over my head and food to eat everyday! I never really realized how lucky one could be. As I walked down market street (Kind of the main street) I would see out of the corner of my eye a lady digging in a garbage can so that she could eat that day or a man hiding under cardboard so that he could stay warm and I saw another lady who attempted so many times to take shelter in a resturant and had to be taken out by security. As I lay in my bed I now think of those people and I lay there grateful, for my bed, for the food my father provides, and for the warmth of my many jackets that I could choose from. I love where I live and I am truely grateful for EVERYTHING!