E-Mail

So today I got an e-mail from the missionary i'm writting...granted I e-mailed him first...only because I have gotten a letter in 2 months...I know that kind of sounds obsessive but...I use to get a letter 2 weeks after ever letter I sent. So this is dramatic! A couple months I found out this girl was writting him as well. Which I don't mind people writting him...but I swear this girl's goal in life is to destroy mine...She is mean and cruel and will go out of her way to hurt me. Well once she found out that I was writting him...guess who started writting him...that's right she did!!!! So I want to say it is her fault that she turned him against me...somehow. But those letter's made me feel special. Like someone out there in the world wanted me. Like there was a small glimpse of hope shinning for me. I don't want to say it but I would think about the future with him in it...how it would be. What would happen, how would our kids turn out, would we eventually end in a divorce, or would we live happily ever after like a fairy tale? These questions almost made it feel real. Like one day it would happen. But truth is, it probally won't once he gets home I won't see him. He gets home on June 25, 2010 about noon. That is what he said in his e-mail. I want to see him....but does he want to see me?!