Hello my name is Mindi, I am an amazing girl. I am funny, smart, and very pretty. I know I am over weight, and I am comfortable with it. No it's not where I would like to be. No I wouldn't mind having a flat tummy and being a size 6 but you know what? I am happy with myself and who I am. I just don't understand why guys can't seem to understand and see what I see. I ask some of my guy friends what is wrong with me. They all seem to reply, be more flirtatous. If any of you know me and know who I am, you will know that I am very flirtatious. I am very outgoing and will get any job done, I'm not afraid to be who I am and I'm not afraid to go out of my way for people. I am a very fun lovable person who has an amazing testimony of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints and am willing to share what I know with those I love and those that I don't know. I love everyone, and if I don't seem to love someone right away I will find something that I can love about them. I am a very happy bubblely person and people love to be around. I know that sounds conceited, but I think that it is a good self-esteem. I know who I am and I'm not afraid to be me. The one thing that has been on my mind the last couple of days is that no matter how hard I flirt and no matter how nice I am and how many times I talk or hang out with guys I can't get them to ask me on a date. I have plenty of guy friends, why don't any of them ask me on a date? Because they are all shallow!! I don't want to sound mean when I say this but it is true. What have I done to make it so that guys don't want to go out with me? I know this sounds like a pity party. But I don't eat that much a day and I'm not gaining weight but I'm constant with my weight. I was with a friend tonight and within an hour she had gotten 4 phone calls from 4 different guys to go on 4 different dates. She is very pretty and is awesome. I just don't understand, Like most spouses say to one another, "I will always love you, But I don't have to like you." I almost feel this way towards God at this moment. I just want to know where I'm going what I'm doing where I'm going to end up and what I'm going to be doing for the rest of my life. But I know that he is looking over me and knows what is best for me. I know that he has foreordained someone for me so that I may be able to join the celestial kingdom with my family forever and ever into the eternities! I AM A DAUGHTER OF GOD and there is nothing or no one that could tell me otherwise!!
you know what? I've not had many girls ask me on a date infact only one or two that I wasn't really interested in and I've done the asking, I know I'm a guy but I've had alot of no's too, and I know it may be hard not to get asked, but I've not had alot of girls want to go out with me and I've never known why, they say I'm a great guy and sweet and all this but they have always said oh you're not my type or don't worry you'll find someone, even though I don't believe there is such a thing as types, but aslong as you're happy that's all that matters, if someone doesn't ask you out, try asking them out and if they say no then just keep trying with others, don't give up, keep asking the lord for help and just do your best to be the best you can be, you're an awesome girl and if I was there I'd ask you out :) cause we had great fun when I was over. So don't give up :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Frase!!! :D I was just frustrated and I guess I'm just too old fashioned and want to be asked out...but I'm working on it! :D
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